I had originally intended to post on every month-a-versary, but missed that already at the 2 month mark... I had a conference that day so excused myself. I am actually a little shocked it's been a whole month since then, as I was very busy leading up to the conference and my downtime since then has gone by with a blink. Time still passes with an inconsistent beat. December through February felt like it was about a year long and the time since feels more like one month. I'm still pumping and that takes up 3-4 hours a day, spent entirely in front of my computer (or the occasional car ride). This should feel like a lot of time yet I still have almost a dozen unread Facebook messages to look at.
The spring weather has been lovely and made visiting Naomi's grave easier. When we go there or sometimes when we drive by other cemeteries, my 6yo will call it "heaven." Sometimes I correct her and tell her it's a cemetery, and other times I don't.
This is from April 16th when I put the grave decorations around it. I put them in the corners to help me know exactly where she is once the grass came in.